I have finally decided that it is time for me to share my thoughts and write my feelings down. I will simply be sharing my day to day ups and downs and all of my personal problems and battles with myself. So I hope you all enjoy and give me your thought and feedback because my life is definately very different and interesting. I feel much more comfortable sharing my thoughts and life with comeplete strangers than those closest to me. Simply because you all don't know me personally and I don't need anyone sneaking around reading a hand written diary. so this is much better.